Lots of reasons exist for getting "The Urge." For me it could be watching a TG themed TV show or movie, viewing great pictures of my TG sisters on the Internet, or seeing an incredibly attractive woman. As a married male who is loyal to his wife, I am limited to visual admiration for the beauty of the feminine image presented to me.
However, the "Urge" cannot be stopped when I see a coworker, whose friendship is like a pot of gold to me, do something unusual such as wear a lovely skirt and patent stiletto heels to work. This is something I've not seen her do in nearly two years. So, needless to say, I was drawn to admire her lovely tanned , bare legs and her gorgeous shoes. Also irrisitable is admiring the way she walks and crosses her legs when she sits. It's almost unbearable to see how a skirt rises when sitting down, revealing more leg.
To most non-TG men, this would be a normal response eliciting feelings of lust and desire for sex...and as a normal heterosexual male, the same types of thoughts rush through my mind as well, but more strongly are the thoughts of how I would look in a skirt and black stilettoes.
So upon getting home, I rush into the shower and proceed to shave my legs. The exhileration and feeling of freshly shaved and moisturized legs is indescribable. Then I satisfy "the Urge" by dressing in a bodysuit, knee length mini-skirt and 5-inch black stilettoes with no hose or stockings. I just had to feel the rush of air caressing my legs and rising up my skirt as I walked around my backyard patio. Then I sit down to feel the rise of my skirt and further rise as I cross my legs, while admiring the view in the full-length mirror in front of me.
Of course, I completely block out everything above my waist, as this is only a partial expression of Toni. Then the worst part of my dressing experience occurs. Orgasm quells "The Urge" and effectively ends this dress-up session. In retrospect, I can conclude that it was worth every moment I waited. This shows me that even after coming out to my wife, I can still enjoy partiall dress-up sessions, in private.
It is now 2am so...Nitey Nite to all.